Whole Day of Fun Under the Sun!

Another day has passed. . .but this one was spent entirely on a
different place, a place of relaxation and enjoyment, The Beach. Yes!
we completed the plan to have a beach party and it was a very
successful one. We plan to do it again. The food was more than enough
to fill our hungry stomachs and the place was perfect for people like
us to relax and fool around. As we sum it up, It was a whole day of fun.

Thank you to the poeple who made this event a success: Billy, Bryle,
Ellen, Harvey, Jacque, Lloyd, Marlo, Ralph and Me.
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Excitement

I am very excited for our beach outing tomorrow. . .It's our barkada's beach party! I think we are very prepared in terms of food. I think, the food we prepared can fill our stomachs for the whole day tomorrow. All that's left is for us to enjoy the moment. How I wished that I could bring with me a special someone to enjoy tomorrow's moments. . .

God’s Own Ways

God has his own ways of easing the pain that I'm taking. Just last last tuesday I was incredibly angry for an untoward incident, God has lessen it's pain by sending "Satanas" her fallen angel to give me some reason to brighten up each night. Yes! si Gretyl, she might concider herself to be a fallen angel but this angel might have fallen for a purpose. . . .and I hope this purpose is to ease my pain and to accompany me to my journey to a happy college life c",). (malay nyo matinuod napud ni! Ü)

Coincidence?

Just this evening, I was asked by my mother to meet her at the mall after my class to join her and her friend to eat diner. After I finished my food, I felt bored for my mother and her friend were still talking. I ask my mother's permission to leave for me not to get bored. As I was walking around the mall, I was thinking of an impossible incident that I would bump to a person that I love to see around the mall.(a special person that is) As I have tired myself of walking around the mall, I received a text message from my mother, that we are leaving. I immediately went over to her on the ground floor and she told me that she has to help her friend get a ride. So, I went to the rest room to take a pee and arranged myself, again looked arround the mall for a while and went over to where my mother has told me to meet her. As we were walking towards the mall's right wing exit, I saw this lovely girl that is very familiar to me, she was walking with another woman (much older than her, probably her mother too!). They were quite slow in walking and we were close behind them as we reached the exit door. I tried to call her name, "Gretyl!", I smiled and all she answered was "Ay!". heheÜ. . . .I think we both were not sure what to say to each other, as I just passed her after calling her name. For people who might read this post it could be a simple incident of coincedence but during the time that I was walking around the mall she was actually the person I was thinking of. I wish I was just making up, but I still can't believe that the incident that I was thinking of a while ago has just came true. . . . . .(Friends na jud mi! nanagad man c",) )

Dark Cloud Surrounding My Day

After I had experienced a week of great happiness and fun, it's so fast that I have myself now surrounded by a dark cloud of unexpected matter. . . I am actually unsure of what's the point this problem, or is it a problem that I am dealing right now. I find it hard to keep inside of me and I tremble and shake everytime the matter comes up to my mind. I want to cure it immediately but the remedy seems to be  unseen. It's hard to have this feeling deep inside me. It's like a virus that the remedy has not yet been developed. Fuck this day! That I have heard or discovered about this problem. I feel so fragile from this day on and 'til the day I find a cure for this problem. . . Damn it! I've been trying hard to concentrate on my studies to have a bright future and suddenly this problem pops up like a spyware that disables my whole system. . .'tang ina, how crazy a person's life can go. It's funny to think that none of you people who reads my blog knows the story behind this problem I have. I wish I could come to you and ask you to help me bare this problem. I guess everything is for me to answer. The fire in mudburn seems to go dim and might be gone for good. . . I was caught unaware of this situation. . . Fuck this day until I find the remedy to this problem. . . A nightmare that I want to get out of as soon as possible. Right now, I feel very unwell, weak and confused. GOD HELP ME. . . . . . . . . . . . .